Frustrated with how this has worked out this semester.. it’s a four week gap this time, and it might end up being a five week one next time because his best friend is going to see him the weekend he was meant to be coming here before he goes home which sucks for me, but I can’t really be annoyed because I see him more than his friends do. Agh. He said he’d look into coming the week after I go to London and I really want him too because four weeks is long enough, I’m not sure if I could manage five and then after the five only see him for a few hours between getting off the train and my mum picking me up when she gets off work and then go home to live ten miles away from him anyway for another week which I’ll spend seeing family and other friends. I know we get two weeks together after that, but that’s no comfort now.
It’s the anticipation of the being apart I’m finding the hardest. Once we’re doing it I’m ok, it’s just thinking about the next spell that worries me.